College Anxiety
2006-04-08 at 8:25 p.m.
Today, i decided on Bradley University as my school of choice. I dropped my enrollment fee and housing fees. It's completely done; no turning back now.The weird thing is that i'm nervous about college. I actually ditched 10th period on Friday because i felt sick to my stomach with apprehension about university, in fact. My mother joked today that next time i get "sick," i should let her know so she doesn't get a recorded message saying i left school early.
It's a different stage of life, growing older and getting out of the house for college. I'm completely prepared physically but i'm not so sure mentally. It's odd to think of this as the end of it all... 12 years of schooling and all that moving.... all that drama at home and all that stuff that i never talked to anyone about.
Hopefully, i did mature and grow up. Because i sincerely hope to someday, if not have already done so now.
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