Confused.
2005-12-28 at 11:42 p.m.
Hm, i think i'm going through something.I may be attracted to girls and it's not a trend.
It's this real, intense attraction.
It's hard to not want something you can't have.
Whoever said being attracted to girls and guys was a bad thing? But i think i may love girls more than i love guys.
I'm guessing up until now i was saying i'm only straight because it's less complicated that way. That i can only want one sex.
But if a girl is hot, i want my lips pressed to hers.
It's hard to not want that to me.
I'm not "turned on" by girls only but shit, i seem to have come between a rock and a hard place.
I'm not sure if this is a dirty thing or if it's curiosity or what.
I just don't want to have to hide these feelings just to please other people.
Oh boy.
I'm sure as hell not happy just keeping this inside. Letting it eat me up.
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