shit
2005-04-19 at 2:54 p.m.
I'm not jealous or bitter; just angsty. And the reason for all this angst now is that i've let it bottled up inside for so long that it's not worth it anymore to cry for help everytime something goes wrong.It's never right to cry about things, unless it's just to cry. There's no reason to cut because then you're proving to yourself that you cannot handle it so you take a blade and hurt yourself. Self-destructiveness is wrong. And if you do care enough to change the way you see things, then life will get easier.
This isn't a speech or a lecture; it's our future. And we have got to start somewhere.
I've trained myself NOT to make the same mistake twice; thus i tend to create less problems and stay away from drama as it ensues.
I've never been in a real relationship. Just thought i'd put that out there. Yet, i have THREE times the nerve to go back there and pick up the pieces everytime i have gotten my heart broken.
I gotta go.
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